Despite the fact that I have very limited time to do whatever I feel like doing, such as blogging, these questions are just random thoughts that came into my head just a few seconds ago.
You see, I feel that I am a really artistic person. Its not about whether my drawings are appealing, or my poetry's attractive, but its about how I express myself.
During Nutritional & Food Science lesson, I have this classmate of mine, Ernest. He was asked to define the word, "interesting".
He simply answered in a frustrated manner, "It is what attracts you." If I remembered correctly, hopefully.
Expressing myself are one of the ways on how do I be true to myself. I knew that I could be whoever I want to be.
I think I knew what I wanted, what I was passionate for, what I was sort of, lusting to.
Art. It is something that I am usually very passionate with, ever since childhood, till this very day & I am still very obsessed with it.
For many years, I value art. Not only am I able to express myself, but it boosts my self-confidence, especially when people would come to me & tell me how much they actually appreciate it.
Here is one of the pictures that in all honesty, I am truly obsessed with it. Although it is upsetting how I do not know my limits yet, but sometimes it just feels that maybe, I am just after perfection.
Regardless of it all, I will always value my passion for art, even if it becomes an obsession. As long as it benefits me in certain ways, it will always be what I am always after.
It may seems like as if I am after perfection, but all this while, I was only after any work of art that interests me.
Something, which simply captures my attention & captivate me.
Well, at least, that is how I view & feel about myself & my obsession itself towards it.
